Saturday, February 1, 2025

Time to say a real final essential bye bye! Be gone be out be dead now to me, no more guest at my dinner party!

 





You have pissed me off one last time

I am pissing myself off one last time!

I am mad at you this last tonight night

I madly think of you all the time yeah

I do, I look your way, look up at your

Bathroom window as I walk our dog

Throw me a bone time and time again

But no you are as cold as red fox’s

Meal from last night those cold bones 

On the green hard yard grasses you

Used to tell me so frequently of your

Own accord how much you love me

Hollow ringing those words so brittle

They shattered so long ago and yet still

Ring in my head and keep me on guard

Fr the slightest gesture or word I know

Wil never come, and, that’s okay as I

Kim myself and cleanse you daily and

Nightly from my living being, I must

So be rid of you once and for me for all

Pick you up as if you were paper and

Ball you up and toss you onto that 

Same grass by those cold animal bones

Ad leave your image once in my head to 

freeze there with the bone dead dead dead!

No longer to be at my dinner party r other.

Monday, October 30, 2023

The art of survival is knowing your choices, I have and am living some these past days and nights, yay! Hurray! Love it soooooo! Happy Monday October 30 2023, tipsy on a Tony Margherita I made just now!

loving my loving numbing bt tequila and life and love and living, laughing, longing, lingering, losing, listening learning now! Tony 10/30/2023 with my art workand so many other picrures, sayings, writings of mine and of others that have inspired me soooooo! Tony 10/30/2023